My Photo   This is my ex-pal, Bernard Kerik. He is a recognizable public figure. I am a private person. I never intended these precious memories to be shared. However, I was threatened my name would be "released" to the press with the malicious intent to "destroy my life".Yes, that happened. I don't need fame, a big house or reality show. A productive, balanced, healthy life are my treasures. This docu-blog rips open the shame blanket of secrets, untruths, distractions, diversions & manipulation. Our relationship, in retrospect, is clearer to me now: Bernard Kerik is a taker and I am a giver. He made me a secret in his life "on the side" and I allowed it until now. My true intent is benevolent healing. The shame of lies, deceit and manipulation are not mine. I take full responsibility for my personal failings in this relationship and the serious consequences resulting. I pray my life will be redeemed and enhanced by the lessons born of the pain. Truth overpowers threats. Secrets keep us "sick". Everything I share is truth based upon personal knowledge, experience, and most often, documents. This is my truth. I hope it sets us all free .....

Tuesday, November 18, 2014

Bernard Kerik lawyer changed name to hide criminal charges...

Bernard Kerik lawyer changed name to hide criminal charges:

I've busted a few Bernie Kerik secrets in this blog. However Bernie's attorney, Timothy Parlatore, reportedly, was once Timothy Payne until some charges almost ruined his budding legal career! So says a new website  It's a must read! Scandalous!

It appears Timmy was desperately attempting to get ahead of the bombshell discovery by blabbing to NY Post Richard Johnson (BFF to both Payne Parlatore client Bernard Kerik and Selfie King Tool Geraldo Rivera).

Predictably, in first class thumb-sucker and colossal a-hole style, Timothy Payne Parlatore whined  defamation with ludicrous unsupported claims blaming Judd Burstein and Joe Tacopina as the secret bloggers! 

I suppose that's their story so Payne Parlatore and his libel-proof client, Bernard Kerik, are sticking to it! and have one thing in common. It's not about the identity of the bloggers. These blogs place the attention on the truth!

Why is everyone associated with Bernard Kerik a felon, phony or pretender? Birds of a feather...

Wednesday, October 8, 2014

Bernard Kerik Secret Truth Revealed....

Bernard Kerik Secret Truth Revealed....

Yes, felon liar Bernard Kerik is incompetent, dumb and knows very little about law enforcement, justice, crisis management, correction or criminal justice. Bernard Kerik made an "appearance" on Comedy Central's "The Daily Show" on October 7, 2014 bit known as "A Shot in the Dark". This skit parodied the lack of a central database and hard stats on police shootings.

Watch the clip. It shows Bernard Kerik's authentic dumb self. Get a good look on Bernie's face when he is asked a question ALL POLICE CHIEFS IN THE COUNTRY SHOULD KNOW WITHOUT PAUSE!

It's embarrassing but also terrifying to think this idiot was a lie away from Nomination as U.S. Secretary of Homeland Security! Rumors of Bernie Kerik's incompetency have been circulating since his Rikers days but this clip is documented proof. For felon Bernard Kerik, who wants to be hired in the vast liberal land of academia and media, to even permit an appearance on such television show displays his lack of judgement (with all due apologies to "The Daily Show"). Would you see NYPD Commissioner William Bratton or former Commissioner Raymond Kelly intentionally sit for an interview on "The Daily Show" especially about a sensitive topic like police shootings?

Bernard Kerik is now "selling himself" as a former New York City Police Commissioner and CEO of the alleged "shell company" allegedly authenticating him as "authority" on law enforcement and criminal justice reform. The joke is on all of us. It's bad enough Bernard Kerik disgraced the badge with his corruption, adultery, failure to pay taxes, then lying about it all on documents to the White House, now it's revealed he was and will always be a dumb puppet to the highest bidder. Yet Threshold Editions and Simon and Schuster will offer him a book contract. CNN and Newsmax will use him as an alleged law enforcement "expert". Criminal coddlers Penn State and putting-the-liberal-in-liberal-arts Bennington College will ask him to speak.

Felon liar Bernard Kerik's legacy will be as greedy, liar, pretender, puppet and a morally bankrupt thug who manipulated his way into legitimate law enforcement. Have you ever heard Bernard Kerik express remorse for his crimes, repent and move quietly along in shame? Not! His kids must be so proud! Instead Bernie Kerik sues and defames his attorney/friend, Joe Tacopina and calls himself a "victim" and "target" of the US Justice Department! It's called accountability and taking responsibility. Take a good long look at Bernard Kerik. Theres a distinction between being "in on the joke" and "being the joke". Bernard Kerik's manipulation of me caused me to be tardy to this party. However, Bernard Kerik distinguishes himself as "being the joke"...This clip shows all you really need to know....

Sunday, September 14, 2014



Always remember my friend, 
The world will change again.
And you may have to come back
Through everywhere you've been.

When your life was low, 
You had nowhere to go.
People turned their backs on you, 
And everybody said that you were through.

I took you in, made you strong again
Put you back together.
Out of all the dreams you left along the way, 
You left me shining.

Now you're doing well
From stories I hear tell.
You own the world again.
Everyone's your friend.

Although I never hear from you, 
Still it's nice to know
You used to love me so, 
When your life was low.

I took you in. I made you strong again.
I put you back together.
Out of all the dreams you left along the way, 
You left me shining

Although I never hear from you, 
Still it's nice to know
You used to love me so, 
You used to love me so, 
When your life was low.

But always remember my friend, 
The world will change again.
And you may have to come back
Through everywhere you've been.
The world will change again.

(Credit: YouTube "When Your Life Was Low" Composed by Joe Sample and Will Jennings. Rest In Peace Joe Sample. Performed by Lalah Hathaway)

Wednesday, September 10, 2014

Bernard Kerik September 11th without pity

Warning: This blog post exposes Bernard Kerik and September 11th without pity. 

There have been thirteen years since horrific tragedy of 9/11/01. How do we make sense of such a terrible day in our American history? September 11th, for me, was all about exposing and placing the spotlight on Evildoers. Osama Bin Laden and Al-Qaeda were not known until 09/11/01. They say better the devil you know than the devil you don’t.

We were told “Never Forget”. America has forgotten. #NeverForget has evolved into a hackneyed twitter hipster hashtag for lame worldly experiences this generation rationalizes as glib. Most people have 9/11 in the rear view mirror as they move along in their lives. The more things change, though, the more they stay the same.

Barack Hussein Obama took credit for killing Osama Bin Laden but this community organizer should also take credit for the rise of ISIS or ISIL on his watch who are deadlier, more profitable and boast on social media.  Al Qaeda worked in the shadows. Today, we are forced to witness the horror and indignity of Americans beheaded by these thugs. Osama Bin Laden is dead but ISIS is in his place exacting revenge on us proud Infidels.

The September 11th Memorial has turned into a beautiful money pit tourist trap where the decorative 9/11 cheese plates and other offensive chotskies are sold in a gift shop to make a buck off the unintentional cemetery on which it was constructed. 

Credit: Gothamist September 11th Memorial cheeseplate since removed
The September 11th Memorial Museum doesn't wish to offend anyone, especially the radical Muslims who flew those planes to murder innocents of all races, creeds and colors that awful day! They call for a “day of service” and “remembering 9/11” in our respective communities instead of revisiting the horror of that day and the lessons we were to learn and pass along. I remember one NYPD survivor of Irish decent who told the terrorist to "kiss his Irish ass!". Where has the patriotic passion gone?

German activist daredevils & teens breech the apparent weak security on bridges and tall buildings in NYC. What have we learned? Why did we forget? Better yet, how could the NYPD forget? If these stunts had been committed the day after 9/11, the jokers may not have lived to humiliate NY's Finest by boasting about it!

Many other evildoers cashed in on 9/11. Some made a business of applying for 9/11 benefits meant for the real heroes. Some enterprising wannabe survivors turned grief into fortune creating senseless non-profits as their own cottage industries of wealth. Where are all those charities today?  

Neither losing his life on 9/11, losing his liberty during three years incarceration nor three additional years supervised probation has prevented Bernie Kerik from his wrongdoing. It has been reported Bernie is currently under investigation for contempt charges in the USA v Bernard Kerik case. Now that Bernie has been to prison and reportedly in desperate need of cash, he may claim PTSD or depression with 9/11 as the cause to get it! Perhaps that's why he doesn't work a steady job and allegedly volunteers his time to CNN and the other Drive-by media outlets. I wrote about this in this very blog. As a convicted felon with two years probation remaining with outstanding debt of his own criminal fine, be allowed to collect funds from 9/11 entitlements of NYS Worker's Compensation and/or

New York State Worker's Compensation Board World Trade Center Registry

September 11th Victim Compensation Fund

Did 9/11 prove Bernard Kerik a hero or expose him as a zero? Bernard Kerik wrote, from prison, a narrative on his September 11th experience comparing it to the "gates of hell". 9/11 happened to Bernard Kerik. He happened to be the Commissioner of NYPD that awful day. He escaped as thousands of others did that day, saving himself, running in the direction of safety. 

Bernard Kerik NYPD Commissioner
Bernard Kerik never dug in the heaps of flesh and toxicity in the ruins of the World Trade Center Twin Towers. However, there are plenty of photo-ops of him posing smelling flags, chasing after Giuliani and grabbing awards. I never saw his white starched shirts dirty. However, the drive-by media searched for and created a false hero and the 9/11 spotlight would soon expose his “dirty”. Bernard Kerik made millions off the book and publicity of 9/11. Bernard Kerik was dirty back in 1997 and was dirty on09/11/01 but not from digging in the toxic piles of the World Trade Towers. He was dirty by his own choosing every day. Bernard Kerik was reportedly too busy committing adultery simultaneously with two women in an luxury apartment overlooking the death heaps as the real heroes worked and toiled.

Credit: New York Daily News Bernard Kerik Judith Regan
Bernard Kerik retired quickly after 9/11 so as to profit from his new-found “celebrity”. For Bernard Kerik September 11th was purposed and destined spotlight on his dirty hands, greed and self-serving arrogance turning “Never forget” into totally forgettable and regrettable. Bernie Kerik, during one of his dreck media whining tours, said his "downfall" came when he was vetted for the nomination to U.S. Secretary of Homeland Security. No, I think it was the lying during the vetting of the nomination that may have been the downfall. Nonetheless, Bernie Kerik's true bad character and morals would not have been exposed but for September 11th.  

Today Bernard Kerik is a convicted ex-con still doing his dirty work of contempt and harassment. Bernie, disgraced dirty cop, out of prison remains with no shame or repentance for his crime. Today, Bernie Kerik has the “brass ones” in the fledgling attempt to turn his crime into cash by preaching “prison reform”! Yes, I said “brass ones”.! September 11th put a spotlight on that evil too. In my personal experience, Bernard Kerik is no better than ISIS. At least you know ISIS is evil! 

I remember 9/11 as a time of shock, grief and anger eventually molded into a beautiful patriotic fight for justice and extermination of evildoers under a President who put his citizens before himself. I remember back in the day when I truly felt Bernard Kerik was a brave, self-made super-cop and hero in the rough. Today, the painful reality has set in for all of us as the September 11th spotlight shines…

On this 13th anniversary, I remember those who lost an innocent loved one who had no spotlight but simply went to work and did not come home. Their survivors did not make a business or a headline in their deaths. None were made a drive-by media hero caught up in the greed of idol worship. I pray for the true heroes who perished and survivors of 9/11. Some are still mourning, suffering and dying to this day. They are the light and the hope. I also remember the Evildoers as they appear to teach us valuable lessons to protect us from all evil. Let not the remaining evildoers of this world, ex-con Bernard Kerik included, diminish that light!

NEVER FORGET the Evildoers, our collective suffering, survival and lessons of September 11th  .  Shine the light!

Amen and Shalom....

Wednesday, September 3, 2014

Bernard Kerik Prison Porn Letter Happy 59th Birthday Bernie Kerik

At time of posting, 09/04/14, Bernard Kerik celebrates his 59th Birthday. Liar felon inmate Bernie often wrote to me how he imagined we would spend his birthdays to come. If that new book he's putting out (allegedly filled with my writing) never gets published or doesn't sell, some may think he has career writing dirty novels. 

Nothing says Happy 59th Birthday to Bernie Kerik better than one of his original exclusive prison porn letters to me. Bernie wanted to celebrate at a certain 9th Avenue Manhattan bar with apple martinis and...well you can read it...

So send Bernard Kerik a tweet, facebook post or email wishing him a Happy 59th Birthday and let him know you read this on

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Sunday, August 31, 2014

Bernard Kerik Thank You for the Inspirational Anniversary Gifts

Dear Bernie, 

Hey Pal, thank you for the lovely anniversary gifts!

This week marks the one year anniversary of, the blog, was just as "accidental" as my relationship with Federal Prison inmate Bernard Kerik 84888-054. It was never planned but an outgrowth of pain, venue for truth-telling against harassment/slander and a plea for healing.

I wish to thank each reader. I do appreciate the support and the many well wishes along the way.

Special thanks goes to Len Levitt of , a superlative journalist full of integrity, who was kind enough to hear my pain and include mention of my blog in his weekly column. ("Bernie's Secret Lady")

My biggest thanks, surprisingly, goes to felon liar Bernard Kerik.  On this anniversary, he has given me the most precious and valuable lessons of a lifetime. Please allow me tell you about each gift Bernie has given me. Forgive my re-gifting hoping the next of Bernie Kerik's victims will be alerted before it's too late:

Bernard Kerik lies...a lot..Bernard Kerik has an aversion to truth. He is not to be trusted. Ask Rudy Guiliani about that.

Bernard Kerik is dishonest in even the alleged closest loving relationships of his life. He is not to be trusted. Ask Hala Kerik, Bernie's ex-wives, girlfriends and various jump offs about that.

Bernard Kerik is an emotional retard. He doesn't feel anything. Bernie Kerik is a coward when it comes to humanness. He saves himself first. Ask his children - especially the one he deserted while in the military serving in Korea over 40 years ago - about that.

Bernard Kerik has a perverted sense of right and wrong. Ask all the cops, corrections officers and inmates he's hurt or cheated about that.

Bernie Kerik has a perverted sense of loyalty. If you won't do wrong or lie for him, he will attempt to defame then destroy you. Ask Joe Tacopina about that.

Bernard Kerik hasn't changed even after the disgrace of going to prison. Bernard Kerik is ripe for contempt. Ask the Judd Burstein, US Federal Probation and the US Attorneys of the Southern District of NY about that.

You can survive felon liar Bernard Kerik. Asked me about that.

Happy Anniversary Bernie! Thanks for all the invaluable anniversary gifts, Pal! My God is a great bookkeeper and I pray your gifts from HIM and Kharma should be forthcoming soon!

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Tuesday, August 19, 2014

Why do Bernard Kerik BFFs keep getting charged with crimes?

Why do Bernard Kerik BFFs keep getting charged with crimes? Bernard Kerik, playing prison reformer, appeared on a panel discussion at CPAC with Gov Rick Perry of Texas earlier this year. It would appear they have even much more in common now! (photo credit: via Twitter)

Ex-Con Bernard Kerik and attorney remain subject of a criminal investigation for CONTEMPT

According to documents filed in court today, Ex-Con Bernard Kerik and attorney remain subject of a criminal investigation for contempt

Bernard Kerik made an important appearance today but did not boast about it on as his hubris usually requires.

Appearing before Judge Preska, in conference for the continuing legal saga of USA v Bernard Kerik, an official transcript was presented to the court from the 08/05/14 pre-trial conference of the civil defamation suit of  Joe Tacopina v Bernard Kerik 14-CV-00749.

The transcript, beginning on page 8, reveals Mr. Burstein (Joe Tacopina attorney) said the following:
..." In the description of what’s going on before Judge Preska, I think Mr. Parlatore left out the fact that he and Mr. Kerik are the subject of a criminal investigation for contempt for having in the Koeltl case used those documents that are covered by the protective order to frame their complaint. And indeed, it seems inconceivable that Mr. Kerik and Mr. Parlatore could have filed a complaint alleging that Mr. Tacopina provided privileged information to the Government without supposedly seeing these notes."..."the Government had serious concerns and it may even be stronger language that Mr. Parlatore and Mr. Kerik may have committed criminal contempt."..."also says that if Mr. Parlatore does not reveal certain information they’re coming back to Judge Preska this week."...

This transcript was a conference held 08/05/14. The docket entries for the court of that period do indicate the Government, under seal, did file a response and intention on the matter. We may only speculate the Government's intention but it does not look good for Bernard Kerik or his attorney, Timothy Parlatore. Undoubtedly, Judge Preska's decision on this matter may determine Bernard Kerik's fate in that Bernie is on probation. A criminal charge at this time could jeopardize Bernie Kerik's liberty. In my opinion, it couldn't happen to a better liar felon. It's ironic that Bernie Kerik filed the first defamation suit against Joe Tacopina which began this war. Without Bernie's apparent haste to defame Joe Tacopina and get a headline or two, Bernie would be free to live a good life. I am beginning to think for right or wrong, for good or bad, Bernard Kerik just demands the spotlight and attention. Opportunity for a fresh start squandered. Sad. Pathetic.

It was written in the New York Daily News (a former co-defendant of Bernie Kerik in Joe Tacopina's defamation suit), "Excuse the colloquial language, but put up or shut up." U.S. District court Chief Judge Loretta Preska told assistant U.S. Attorney Elliott Jacobson in a conference Tuesday. "Bring the contempt proceeding or do not". Joe Tacopina has been defamed. Judd Burstein doesn't impress me as a guy who lets go too easily. Let's just say the US SDNY Prosecutor, Elliott Jacobson, has never been hesitant to charge Bernard Kerik.

The transcript as it was filed in court today:

Monday, August 18, 2014

Bernard Kerik :Officer Friendly GI Joe or Felon Liar? Which Bernie Kerik do you believe?

Bernard Kerik :Officer Friendly GI Joe or Felon Liar? Which Bernie Kerik do you believe?

Yes, felon liar on probation, Bernie Kerik is back, once again! Who is he today? Today Bernie was back playing Police Commissioner stating the obvious dressed his overly-tailored suits, hanging with verbose Arby's pitch man defective, Bo Dietl, lunching at overpriced NYC Nellos and hanging with the hemline-challenged, sleeveless overly-blonde media babes at Fox News. Along with Bernie was his requisite entourage of fumbling retired Jersey cops, like that one from that Mecca of violence Nutley, New Jersey, retired Nutley Police Commander Steven Rogers.I was a laughing out loud when Fox and Friends introduced Bernard Kerik as one of the "country's finest experts" in law enforcement!  Say What? Ugh!

Bernard Kerik on Fox and Friends Fox News

Bernard Kerik also appeared on CNN "State of the Union" flapping gums on "militarization" of the police in Ferguson MO after the cop shooting death of Mike Brown.
Bernard Kerik appears CNN Candy Crowley
But what happened to that diligent"volunteer prison reformer" who was making bank in that whining tour, "dying with his eyes open"? Here is a list of many appearances Bernard Kerik has made during his short tenure as criminal justice and prison "reformer". The following offered exposure, support, compensation and/or reimbursed expenses for felon on probation Bernard Kerik to participate and advocate for their alleged justice reform platforms:

So we are all are getting whiplash witnessing unemployed liar felon Bernard Kerik dodge from "EX-pert" Police Commissioner to Ex-Con "Poor Bernie" Prison Reformer! 

So why the frenetic switch from reformer to cop? Perhaps there was not enough money in it for the moment? Remember Bernie is being sued for $1million defamation by his former attorney/friend/business partner. Bernie can't make too much money now because he may lose the lawsuit and have a judgement seizing it all! Also federal probation authorities allegedly keep close tabs on Bernie's income in repayment of his outstanding low six-figure criminal fine. Bernie is constantly whining of his "rough transition" and need for money. Felon on probation who owes over $100,000 criminal fines but showed the probation department he could afford only $250.00? TV pays very well. Shouldn't felon Bernard Kerik be made to pay more toward his federal criminal fine?

Bernie Kerik keeps his true views to himself. He is truly not genuine in any public stance. However, the public would be shocked to know the type of people among whom Bernie includes in his "friends". Here are just two examples I recently exposed in this blog's recent twitter feed @BKerikBlog

This particular Bernie Kerik friend is on open in a shocking rant, in defense of Bernie, apparently regarding disparaging comments a former corrections colleague made against Bernie. Her comments may be found in this link Facebook former NYC Corrections Captain lashes out in defense of friend, Bernie Kerik Yes, this woman was once apparently a trusted subordinate in Bernie Kerik's hailed success at cleaning up NYC Corrections Department!

Bernard Kerik Correction retired captain Friend
This twitter friend was apparently rather important to Bernie. This twitter follower apparently kept Bernie "entertained" during his house confinement. Our discussion of his lack and lapse of good judgement in public image caused our estrangement. 
Bernard Kerik former twitter friend
So which Bernie Kerik do you believe? I believe none of them because I know Bernie Kerik on a very intimate level. Follow the money and his selfish need for sex and attention. You'll discover what Bernie Kerik "believes" at the moment. 

Tuesday, August 12, 2014

Is Unemployed Ex-Con Bernard Kerik holding out for 9/11 entitlements cash?

Is Unemployed Ex-Con Bernard Kerik holding out for 9/11 entitlements cash? 9/11 Victims Compensation Fund

WTC12 World Trade Center Registry Sept 11th 9/11
Ex-Con reformer Bernard Kerik insisted to his BFF Rosanna Scotto on appearance he was unable to find employment. Sweet Rosanna Scotto bit hook, line and sinker ending the segment short of a telethon for poor Bernie pleading for anyone who had a job to contact Bernard Kerik at his shell company, The Kerik Group.

So all this tea and sympathy made me curious when I see "volunteer" Bernard Kerik stumping for Senators, PAC funds, publishers, colleges and criminal justice reformers "hosting" and recruiting "volunteer" Bernie Kerik to appear. That's a lot of "volunteerism", traveling, room, board, expenses for an ex-con who has a family to feed in that $2million estate and so many debts, especially the thousands outstanding to his own country!

At the same time, Bernie Kerik takes every opportunity to whine about his huge liens on his $2million estate in outer whitelandia, Franklin Lakes, New Jersey. He doesn't appear to be wanting for much, financially these days. In addition, Bernard Kerik has reportedly two more years probation paying a "nominal" monthly fee against his low six figure criminal fine in USA v Bernard Kerik. Also, Bernard Kerik is being counter sued at least $1million for defamation by his former friend, attorney and business partner,  Joe Tacopina. So, does this behavior match his deeds? Wouldn't any reasonable person be seeking employment and fast to meet his needs? How many of us average working folks can stop in the middle of the day taping a television news show or call into a fledgling local talk radio show.

Well, a little birdie told me Bernie Kerik may not be so quick to find a job for a few reasons:
  1. Joe Tacopina can't take attach what Bernie doesn't have in the way of  "income". 
  2. The Kerik Group has no assets, customers so it's the perfect funnel for any "reimbursements" from various PACs, speaking fees, travel, etc
There are two 9/11 entitlements still available to "disabled" 9/11 workers:

There is the fund (9/11 Victim Compensation Fund) and the WTC12 NYS Workers Compensation Fund. Wouldn't it be just grand to have felon Bernard Kerik, who still owes a criminal fine to the USA, benefit from 9/11 once again?! Neither organization would verify Kerik 's participation by claim but it could happen! If Bernie Kerik claims he is unable to work, he may be judgement-proof from any liability found from Joe Tacopina's defamation suit as well as keep his monthly payments to Justice Department/Probation very low. It would certainly explain why liar felon Bernard Kerik is in no hurry to find gainful employment. I guess crime may very well pay! If Bernard Kerik does profit, once again, from 9/11, I trust the government and Justice Department Probation officials will seize the appropriate amount to have Bernard Kerik fully pay his debt to society! By the way, felon Bernard Kerik has made his August criminal fine payment to the USA in the ample nominal amount of $250.00 on 08/07/14. Don't you think Bernie Kerik would do well to get a real job so he may contribute more to this fund before he "volunteers" any more of his ample free time? Shouldn't he pay his full debt to society before lecturing to us all about how to reform a system he, himself, hasn't paid?  Just asking...
Bernard Kerik 9/11 Sept 11th

Sunday, August 10, 2014

Bernard Kerik Eric Garner and Bernie Kerik's vacation flip-flop supporting Chokehold NYPD cop

Libel-proof  liar felon on probation, Bernard Kerik, has been telling everyone and the fence post, making great side money inside the beltway, this past year, and establishing himself as a "reformer" for criminal justice and prison reform about the "draconian" criminal justice system. Bernie "dies with his eyes open" and cries foul for every "poor black boy non-violent offenders from the inner city" hoping President Obama will grant him a pardon!

Eric Garner was a totally disabled, unarmed, black non-violent offender who also "died with his eyes open" literally at the hands from a chokehold of a New York Police Department cop named Daniel Pantaleo. You would think the "reformer", Bernie Kerik, with all his alleged police experience and true to his very profitable, new-found "reformer" attitude would be jumping up and down proclaiming the chokehold banned from NYPD use for almost 20 years and justice for Eric Garner! Think Again. Bernie pulled the ultimate flip-flop reportedly on his summer vacation down at the Jersey Shore flanked by his Republican fan club and reality stars of "Manzo'd With Children". This may be what comes of too much "apple juice", shrimp scampi and sun but it had legs... (I mean every poor unemployed felon with alleged liens on his $2 million estate goes on vacation instead of looking for work, right?)

Instead, in a seemingly pre-planned publicity stunt on the has-been selfie king WABC770 radio show of Bernie Kerik's BFF, Geraldo Rivera (whose chippie alleged gold-digger wife Erica Levy Rivera, brings him youth, by the way), Bernard Kerik ripped Reverend Al Sharpton, Mayor DeBlasio in support of the chokehold NYPD cop! Bernie even tried to play down the obvious chokehold by referring to it as a "submission hold". Listen, Bern, there is no submission hold around the neck in the NYPD. However, you were too busy bedding your publisher or subordinates, cheating on your taxes, hiring illegals and making dirty deals on the side to concentrate on those pesky rules. Bernie added insult to Eric Garner murder when he insisted on CNN that if Eric Garner hadn't "resisted", he'd be alive today! Unbelievable! (Or maybe there is validity to all the Riker's puffery Bernie Kerik and John Picciano joked in revealing they "dropped" shackled problem inmates in the elevator all the time just to teach them a lesson) 

This shenanigans was followed quickly and efficiently in echo by a timely blog in The New York Daily News Blog (Bernie Kerik's former co-defendant in the Joe Tacopina defamation suit and his ad-hoc public relations firm, of late.) It was further echoed by Will Bredderman of the New York Observer Politics who documented Bernie's typical exaggerated dramatic first-class-thumb-sucker style,  "Ex-Top Cop Kerik: NYPD 'Crucified,' 'Thrown Under the Bus' by de Blasio" You think with all those listeners, Geraldo Rivera maybe shouldn't have lost his national syndication last year! It may have helped that another coincidence was that Bernie Kerik followed his former friend, Mayor Rudy Giuliani in the radio show lineup which was just too much of a coincidence for this blogger. Talk about conspiracy and set-up! It should be noted Rudy threw major shade on Bernard Kerik, as he has done for the past eight years. Bernie Kerik is no longer the Police Commissioner but why let eight felonies keep from playing one on tv or radio, going to school on Rudy's every word and twisting it to make it his own with a good paycheck at the end? 

So the next time you see Bernard Kerik on his whining tour for those poor non-violent felons speaking at Penn State or Bennington College this fall, bring a pair of flip-flops engraved with Eric Garner's children's names and remind him he did NOT support a non-violent offender, Eric Garner. The truth doesn't pay as well, shouldn't go to the highest bidder but it is priceless. 

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Sunday, August 3, 2014

Bernard Kerik Prison love letter explains why he cheats

Bernard Kerik prison love letter explains why he cheats

Bernard Kerik hasn't changed. Not even prison has changed him. My truth beat Bernie's lies to the finish line the moment he was released from prison and hit his front steps in Franklin Lakes, New Jersey on May 28, 2013. Three years devoted to his needs, support and our relationship came crashing down for me that day. For Bernie, it appeared to be just another scam. As soon as I downloaded all our work for his use (prison reformer book, speeches, media appearances, profit), he was out quickly like a true prison pimp...

Bernie never thought to apologize and/or even make amends. Since then to this day, to cover up his manipulation and intimidate me, he has lied about me, attempted to defame me, accused me of stalking, extortion and even several attempts to get me fired with a lot of help from his thug friends. I am not any of that. Never was. Never will be. I'm in a long line of loyal, loving friends who Bernie has cast aside after we assert we will not lie for him. I have taken responsibility for my bad judgement. I, and those I love, have suffered emotionally and financially. I am recuperating every day from this devastating, embarrassing and emotionally-charged revelation. This blog is part of that healing process.

During his three years incarceration at Cumberland Federal Prison Camp, I've now come to realize Bernard Kerik was manipulating and selfishly grooming me, emotionally and financially, to a cumulative total of $93,000 in monetary commissary support, services including writing, editing, archiving, social media consulting, etc. I was smitten with Bernie. He's a smooth, romantic guy who has game and knows how to work a lady. I was hesitant to go further in this crazy relationship given the reality of his confinement and didn't want to hurt anyone; him, his family and myself. Bernie constantly assured me my place in his life was admirable and he so encourage me with letters, phone calls, emails and visits.

In this exclusive and intimate prison letter Bernie wrote to me on 12/07/10 and I received on 12/10/10, Bernie explains to me why he cheats and defines our unique "relationship" setting the ground rules according to Bernie Kerik.

Here is a transcript, in-part, of the hand-written prison letter:

"I received two letters today, 12/4-5/10. One was so intensely sexual and erotic I nearly blew a load in my pants when skimming through. The other letter drew me closer to you, which I cannot explain..."

 I won't forgive you for your selfishness and honesty for there is nothing to forgive - I will however, thank you from the bottom of my heart for that honesty which as you may be able to tell by my lessons (unpublished work, "55 for 55" on which I was working with Bernie at the time), is hard to find. I have, and will continue to trust you and ironically I can't even say why. I see in you, parts of me that others wouldn't understand. Your honesty and sexuality, and your ability to call it like it is. I have a beautiful family as you have said, but I also have needs and its rare that women understand that. It's no different that your needs, which I encourage you pursue, but keep in the back of your mind that eventually I'll be back in NY at which time I'm hoping that you will join me in some of these journeys you have laid out..."

"...If you excite me, we will go on forever, I promise. I've only know two women to accomplish that goal and I believe I may have found another if she's willing to test the waters..."

"...PS: Thanks for taking my suggestions on removing your name on each page. You can now be as naughty as you'd like. Just remember, photos can't show privates."

" last things I would ask is that you shred or destroy our work. Not that I fear you, but others may not be so nice and it could be embarrassing beyond belief at times. You should know, I destroy your letters here to ensure no one can take possession, only after I make very good use of them! LMAO!! XOXO"

Bernard Kerik Prison love letter explains why he cheats

Bernard Kerik Prison love letter explains why he cheats

Bernard Kerik Prison love letter explains why he cheats

Bernard Kerik Prison love letter explains why he cheats

Bernard Kerik Prison love letter explains why he cheats