My Photo   This is my ex-pal, Bernard Kerik. He is a recognizable public figure. I am a private person. I never intended these precious memories to be shared. However, I was threatened my name would be "released" to the press with the malicious intent to "destroy my life".Yes, that happened. I don't need fame, a big house or reality show. A productive, balanced, healthy life are my treasures. This docu-blog rips open the shame blanket of secrets, untruths, distractions, diversions & manipulation. Our relationship, in retrospect, is clearer to me now: Bernard Kerik is a taker and I am a giver. He made me a secret in his life "on the side" and I allowed it until now. My true intent is benevolent healing. The shame of lies, deceit and manipulation are not mine. I take full responsibility for my personal failings in this relationship and the serious consequences resulting. I pray my life will be redeemed and enhanced by the lessons born of the pain. Truth overpowers threats. Secrets keep us "sick". Everything I share is truth based upon personal knowledge, experience, and most often, documents. This is my truth. I hope it sets us all free .....

Tuesday, August 19, 2014

Why do Bernard Kerik BFFs keep getting charged with crimes?

Why do Bernard Kerik BFFs keep getting charged with crimes? Bernard Kerik, playing prison reformer, appeared on a panel discussion at CPAC with Gov Rick Perry of Texas earlier this year. It would appear they have even much more in common now! (photo credit: via Twitter)

Ex-Con Bernard Kerik and attorney remain subject of a criminal investigation for CONTEMPT

According to documents filed in court today, Ex-Con Bernard Kerik and attorney remain subject of a criminal investigation for contempt

Bernard Kerik made an important appearance today but did not boast about it on as his hubris usually requires.

Appearing before Judge Preska, in conference for the continuing legal saga of USA v Bernard Kerik, an official transcript was presented to the court from the 08/05/14 pre-trial conference of the civil defamation suit of  Joe Tacopina v Bernard Kerik 14-CV-00749.

The transcript, beginning on page 8, reveals Mr. Burstein (Joe Tacopina attorney) said the following:
..." In the description of what’s going on before Judge Preska, I think Mr. Parlatore left out the fact that he and Mr. Kerik are the subject of a criminal investigation for contempt for having in the Koeltl case used those documents that are covered by the protective order to frame their complaint. And indeed, it seems inconceivable that Mr. Kerik and Mr. Parlatore could have filed a complaint alleging that Mr. Tacopina provided privileged information to the Government without supposedly seeing these notes."..."the Government had serious concerns and it may even be stronger language that Mr. Parlatore and Mr. Kerik may have committed criminal contempt."..."also says that if Mr. Parlatore does not reveal certain information they’re coming back to Judge Preska this week."...

This transcript was a conference held 08/05/14. The docket entries for the court of that period do indicate the Government, under seal, did file a response and intention on the matter. We may only speculate the Government's intention but it does not look good for Bernard Kerik or his attorney, Timothy Parlatore. Undoubtedly, Judge Preska's decision on this matter may determine Bernard Kerik's fate in that Bernie is on probation. A criminal charge at this time could jeopardize Bernie Kerik's liberty. In my opinion, it couldn't happen to a better liar felon. It's ironic that Bernie Kerik filed the first defamation suit against Joe Tacopina which began this war. Without Bernie's apparent haste to defame Joe Tacopina and get a headline or two, Bernie would be free to live a good life. I am beginning to think for right or wrong, for good or bad, Bernard Kerik just demands the spotlight and attention. Opportunity for a fresh start squandered. Sad. Pathetic.

It was written in the New York Daily News (a former co-defendant of Bernie Kerik in Joe Tacopina's defamation suit), "Excuse the colloquial language, but put up or shut up." U.S. District court Chief Judge Loretta Preska told assistant U.S. Attorney Elliott Jacobson in a conference Tuesday. "Bring the contempt proceeding or do not". Joe Tacopina has been defamed. Judd Burstein doesn't impress me as a guy who lets go too easily. Let's just say the US SDNY Prosecutor, Elliott Jacobson, has never been hesitant to charge Bernard Kerik.

The transcript as it was filed in court today:

Monday, August 18, 2014

Bernard Kerik :Officer Friendly GI Joe or Felon Liar? Which Bernie Kerik do you believe?

Bernard Kerik :Officer Friendly GI Joe or Felon Liar? Which Bernie Kerik do you believe?

Yes, felon liar on probation, Bernie Kerik is back, once again! Who is he today? Today Bernie was back playing Police Commissioner stating the obvious dressed his overly-tailored suits, hanging with verbose Arby's pitch man defective, Bo Dietl, lunching at overpriced NYC Nellos and hanging with the hemline-challenged, sleeveless overly-blonde media babes at Fox News. Along with Bernie was his requisite entourage of fumbling retired Jersey cops, like that one from that Mecca of violence Nutley, New Jersey, retired Nutley Police Commander Steven Rogers.I was a laughing out loud when Fox and Friends introduced Bernard Kerik as one of the "country's finest experts" in law enforcement!  Say What? Ugh!

Bernard Kerik on Fox and Friends Fox News

Bernard Kerik also appeared on CNN "State of the Union" flapping gums on "militarization" of the police in Ferguson MO after the cop shooting death of Mike Brown.
Bernard Kerik appears CNN Candy Crowley
But what happened to that diligent"volunteer prison reformer" who was making bank in that whining tour, "dying with his eyes open"? Here is a list of many appearances Bernard Kerik has made during his short tenure as criminal justice and prison "reformer". The following offered exposure, support, compensation and/or reimbursed expenses for felon on probation Bernard Kerik to participate and advocate for their alleged justice reform platforms:

So we are all are getting whiplash witnessing unemployed liar felon Bernard Kerik dodge from "EX-pert" Police Commissioner to Ex-Con "Poor Bernie" Prison Reformer! 

So why the frenetic switch from reformer to cop? Perhaps there was not enough money in it for the moment? Remember Bernie is being sued for $1million defamation by his former attorney/friend/business partner. Bernie can't make too much money now because he may lose the lawsuit and have a judgement seizing it all! Also federal probation authorities allegedly keep close tabs on Bernie's income in repayment of his outstanding low six-figure criminal fine. Bernie is constantly whining of his "rough transition" and need for money. Felon on probation who owes over $100,000 criminal fines but showed the probation department he could afford only $250.00? TV pays very well. Shouldn't felon Bernard Kerik be made to pay more toward his federal criminal fine?

Bernie Kerik keeps his true views to himself. He is truly not genuine in any public stance. However, the public would be shocked to know the type of people among whom Bernie includes in his "friends". Here are just two examples I recently exposed in this blog's recent twitter feed @BKerikBlog

This particular Bernie Kerik friend is on open in a shocking rant, in defense of Bernie, apparently regarding disparaging comments a former corrections colleague made against Bernie. Her comments may be found in this link Facebook former NYC Corrections Captain lashes out in defense of friend, Bernie Kerik Yes, this woman was once apparently a trusted subordinate in Bernie Kerik's hailed success at cleaning up NYC Corrections Department!

Bernard Kerik Correction retired captain Friend
This twitter friend was apparently rather important to Bernie. This twitter follower apparently kept Bernie "entertained" during his house confinement. Our discussion of his lack and lapse of good judgement in public image caused our estrangement. 
Bernard Kerik former twitter friend
So which Bernie Kerik do you believe? I believe none of them because I know Bernie Kerik on a very intimate level. Follow the money and his selfish need for sex and attention. You'll discover what Bernie Kerik "believes" at the moment. 

Tuesday, August 12, 2014

Is Unemployed Ex-Con Bernard Kerik holding out for 9/11 entitlements cash?

Is Unemployed Ex-Con Bernard Kerik holding out for 9/11 entitlements cash? 9/11 Victims Compensation Fund

WTC12 World Trade Center Registry Sept 11th 9/11
Ex-Con reformer Bernard Kerik insisted to his BFF Rosanna Scotto on appearance he was unable to find employment. Sweet Rosanna Scotto bit hook, line and sinker ending the segment short of a telethon for poor Bernie pleading for anyone who had a job to contact Bernard Kerik at his shell company, The Kerik Group.

So all this tea and sympathy made me curious when I see "volunteer" Bernard Kerik stumping for Senators, PAC funds, publishers, colleges and criminal justice reformers "hosting" and recruiting "volunteer" Bernie Kerik to appear. That's a lot of "volunteerism", traveling, room, board, expenses for an ex-con who has a family to feed in that $2million estate and so many debts, especially the thousands outstanding to his own country!

At the same time, Bernie Kerik takes every opportunity to whine about his huge liens on his $2million estate in outer whitelandia, Franklin Lakes, New Jersey. He doesn't appear to be wanting for much, financially these days. In addition, Bernard Kerik has reportedly two more years probation paying a "nominal" monthly fee against his low six figure criminal fine in USA v Bernard Kerik. Also, Bernard Kerik is being counter sued at least $1million for defamation by his former friend, attorney and business partner,  Joe Tacopina. So, does this behavior match his deeds? Wouldn't any reasonable person be seeking employment and fast to meet his needs? How many of us average working folks can stop in the middle of the day taping a television news show or call into a fledgling local talk radio show.

Well, a little birdie told me Bernie Kerik may not be so quick to find a job for a few reasons:
  1. Joe Tacopina can't take attach what Bernie doesn't have in the way of  "income". 
  2. The Kerik Group has no assets, customers so it's the perfect funnel for any "reimbursements" from various PACs, speaking fees, travel, etc
There are two 9/11 entitlements still available to "disabled" 9/11 workers:

There is the fund (9/11 Victim Compensation Fund) and the WTC12 NYS Workers Compensation Fund. Wouldn't it be just grand to have felon Bernard Kerik, who still owes a criminal fine to the USA, benefit from 9/11 once again?! Neither organization would verify Kerik 's participation by claim but it could happen! If Bernie Kerik claims he is unable to work, he may be judgement-proof from any liability found from Joe Tacopina's defamation suit as well as keep his monthly payments to Justice Department/Probation very low. It would certainly explain why liar felon Bernard Kerik is in no hurry to find gainful employment. I guess crime may very well pay! If Bernard Kerik does profit, once again, from 9/11, I trust the government and Justice Department Probation officials will seize the appropriate amount to have Bernard Kerik fully pay his debt to society! By the way, felon Bernard Kerik has made his August criminal fine payment to the USA in the ample nominal amount of $250.00 on 08/07/14. Don't you think Bernie Kerik would do well to get a real job so he may contribute more to this fund before he "volunteers" any more of his ample free time? Shouldn't he pay his full debt to society before lecturing to us all about how to reform a system he, himself, hasn't paid?  Just asking...
Bernard Kerik 9/11 Sept 11th

Sunday, August 10, 2014

Bernard Kerik Eric Garner and Bernie Kerik's vacation flip-flop supporting Chokehold NYPD cop

Libel-proof  liar felon on probation, Bernard Kerik, has been telling everyone and the fence post, making great side money inside the beltway, this past year, and establishing himself as a "reformer" for criminal justice and prison reform about the "draconian" criminal justice system. Bernie "dies with his eyes open" and cries foul for every "poor black boy non-violent offenders from the inner city" hoping President Obama will grant him a pardon!

Eric Garner was a totally disabled, unarmed, black non-violent offender who also "died with his eyes open" literally at the hands from a chokehold of a New York Police Department cop named Daniel Pantaleo. You would think the "reformer", Bernie Kerik, with all his alleged police experience and true to his very profitable, new-found "reformer" attitude would be jumping up and down proclaiming the chokehold banned from NYPD use for almost 20 years and justice for Eric Garner! Think Again. Bernie pulled the ultimate flip-flop reportedly on his summer vacation down at the Jersey Shore flanked by his Republican fan club and reality stars of "Manzo'd With Children". This may be what comes of too much "apple juice", shrimp scampi and sun but it had legs... (I mean every poor unemployed felon with alleged liens on his $2 million estate goes on vacation instead of looking for work, right?)

Instead, in a seemingly pre-planned publicity stunt on the has-been selfie king WABC770 radio show of Bernie Kerik's BFF, Geraldo Rivera (whose chippie alleged gold-digger wife Erica Levy Rivera, brings him youth, by the way), Bernard Kerik ripped Reverend Al Sharpton, Mayor DeBlasio in support of the chokehold NYPD cop! Bernie even tried to play down the obvious chokehold by referring to it as a "submission hold". Listen, Bern, there is no submission hold around the neck in the NYPD. However, you were too busy bedding your publisher or subordinates, cheating on your taxes, hiring illegals and making dirty deals on the side to concentrate on those pesky rules. Bernie added insult to Eric Garner murder when he insisted on CNN that if Eric Garner hadn't "resisted", he'd be alive today! Unbelievable! (Or maybe there is validity to all the Riker's puffery Bernie Kerik and John Picciano joked in revealing they "dropped" shackled problem inmates in the elevator all the time just to teach them a lesson) 

This shenanigans was followed quickly and efficiently in echo by a timely blog in The New York Daily News Blog (Bernie Kerik's former co-defendant in the Joe Tacopina defamation suit and his ad-hoc public relations firm, of late.) It was further echoed by Will Bredderman of the New York Observer Politics who documented Bernie's typical exaggerated dramatic first-class-thumb-sucker style,  "Ex-Top Cop Kerik: NYPD 'Crucified,' 'Thrown Under the Bus' by de Blasio" You think with all those listeners, Geraldo Rivera maybe shouldn't have lost his national syndication last year! It may have helped that another coincidence was that Bernie Kerik followed his former friend, Mayor Rudy Giuliani in the radio show lineup which was just too much of a coincidence for this blogger. Talk about conspiracy and set-up! It should be noted Rudy threw major shade on Bernard Kerik, as he has done for the past eight years. Bernie Kerik is no longer the Police Commissioner but why let eight felonies keep from playing one on tv or radio, going to school on Rudy's every word and twisting it to make it his own with a good paycheck at the end? 

So the next time you see Bernard Kerik on his whining tour for those poor non-violent felons speaking at Penn State or Bennington College this fall, bring a pair of flip-flops engraved with Eric Garner's children's names and remind him he did NOT support a non-violent offender, Eric Garner. The truth doesn't pay as well, shouldn't go to the highest bidder but it is priceless. 

Credit Bernard Kerik flip-flop

Sunday, August 3, 2014

Bernard Kerik Prison love letter explains why he cheats

Bernard Kerik prison love letter explains why he cheats

Bernard Kerik hasn't changed. Not even prison has changed him. My truth beat Bernie's lies to the finish line the moment he was released from prison and hit his front steps in Franklin Lakes, New Jersey on May 28, 2013. Three years devoted to his needs, support and our relationship came crashing down for me that day. For Bernie, it appeared to be just another scam. As soon as I downloaded all our work for his use (prison reformer book, speeches, media appearances, profit), he was out quickly like a true prison pimp...

Bernie never thought to apologize and/or even make amends. Since then to this day, to cover up his manipulation and intimidate me, he has lied about me, attempted to defame me, accused me of stalking, extortion and even several attempts to get me fired with a lot of help from his thug friends. I am not any of that. Never was. Never will be. I'm in a long line of loyal, loving friends who Bernie has cast aside after we assert we will not lie for him. I have taken responsibility for my bad judgement. I, and those I love, have suffered emotionally and financially. I am recuperating every day from this devastating, embarrassing and emotionally-charged revelation. This blog is part of that healing process.

During his three years incarceration at Cumberland Federal Prison Camp, I've now come to realize Bernard Kerik was manipulating and selfishly grooming me, emotionally and financially, to a cumulative total of $93,000 in monetary commissary support, services including writing, editing, archiving, social media consulting, etc. I was smitten with Bernie. He's a smooth, romantic guy who has game and knows how to work a lady. I was hesitant to go further in this crazy relationship given the reality of his confinement and didn't want to hurt anyone; him, his family and myself. Bernie constantly assured me my place in his life was admirable and he so encourage me with letters, phone calls, emails and visits.

In this exclusive and intimate prison letter Bernie wrote to me on 12/07/10 and I received on 12/10/10, Bernie explains to me why he cheats and defines our unique "relationship" setting the ground rules according to Bernie Kerik.

Here is a transcript, in-part, of the hand-written prison letter:

"I received two letters today, 12/4-5/10. One was so intensely sexual and erotic I nearly blew a load in my pants when skimming through. The other letter drew me closer to you, which I cannot explain..."

 I won't forgive you for your selfishness and honesty for there is nothing to forgive - I will however, thank you from the bottom of my heart for that honesty which as you may be able to tell by my lessons (unpublished work, "55 for 55" on which I was working with Bernie at the time), is hard to find. I have, and will continue to trust you and ironically I can't even say why. I see in you, parts of me that others wouldn't understand. Your honesty and sexuality, and your ability to call it like it is. I have a beautiful family as you have said, but I also have needs and its rare that women understand that. It's no different that your needs, which I encourage you pursue, but keep in the back of your mind that eventually I'll be back in NY at which time I'm hoping that you will join me in some of these journeys you have laid out..."

"...If you excite me, we will go on forever, I promise. I've only know two women to accomplish that goal and I believe I may have found another if she's willing to test the waters..."

"...PS: Thanks for taking my suggestions on removing your name on each page. You can now be as naughty as you'd like. Just remember, photos can't show privates."

" last things I would ask is that you shred or destroy our work. Not that I fear you, but others may not be so nice and it could be embarrassing beyond belief at times. You should know, I destroy your letters here to ensure no one can take possession, only after I make very good use of them! LMAO!! XOXO"

Bernard Kerik Prison love letter explains why he cheats

Bernard Kerik Prison love letter explains why he cheats

Bernard Kerik Prison love letter explains why he cheats

Bernard Kerik Prison love letter explains why he cheats

Bernard Kerik Prison love letter explains why he cheats

Saturday, August 2, 2014

Bernard Kerik defenseless against USA and Preet Bharara

Hey Bern, despite the defamation and harassment you and your thug friends have been sending my way recently, let me give you some advice:

When your government, in the country you profess to love so much, who not only prosecuted you but put you in prison, makes a protective order to not read or disseminate any info from a particular portion of your USA v Bernard Kerik file, maybe you should obey for once in your life!

Your self-minded arrogance is running amouk with your hubris dragging your dumb ass back in the direction of prison. What is wrong with you?

It shows the desperate lengths you will go to hurt a man, Joe Tacopina, who was once your great friend, defender and supporter. This ex-pal takes note of that as does the world and any jury assembled in any case against you. If only you had not tried to hurt him and exact that fruitless and dumb revenge by filing that meaningless lawsuit and spreading your hate!? How do I know? The attempts to hurt and defame are very familiar to me of late. I think in the vernacular of our former careers, they called that your "M.O."

As shown in this pathetic legal Yada Yada, you and your attorney are defenseless against Preet Bharara...once again. So sad...

If you thought you'd make a good prison reformer the last time out of prison, we can only guess how much more pathetic felon pitchman you will be surviving the second.. 

Friday, August 1, 2014

USA v Bernard Kerik Contempt charges being pursued against Bernie Kerik

The government is pursuing their contempt of court charges against Bernard Kerik and his attorney Timothy Parlatore. This is the second time Bernard Kerik has been suspected of contempt of court. The last time, in 2009, his bail was revoked and he sat in a Westchester NY jail in protective custody. This time Bernard Kerik is on federal probation. 

In a recent post here, I wrote "Bernard Kerik describes USA v Bernard Kerik Prosecutors "giddy school girls" Bernard Kerik describes USA v Bernard Kerik Prosecutors giddy schoolgirls Well, the "giddy school girls" (no disrespect intended) are filing for answers from Kerik!

As someone who has also been harassed and defamed by Bernard Kerik, I say it's about time Bernard Kerik takes responsibility for the darker side of his life. Bernard Kerik is one bad guy. Bernie, the "reformation" begins with the man in the mirror! 

Thursday, July 31, 2014

Another daughter for Bernard Kerik, Victorias Secret Love, Forever and always EXCLUSIVE Bernard Kerik book SPOILER ALERT Dahlia Mary & May : Liberation Dream or Creepy Custodial Interference?

Felon Bernard Kerik should pay his debt to the US Literally

Felon Bernard Kerik should pay his debt to the US Literally

Bernard Kerik was officially released from BOP custody last October, 2013. Bernie doesn't mention it but he has just under two years left on Probation. Also entered was a judgement in fine to the US of $188,131.00. 

Since that time, Felon Bernard Kerik has been telling everyone and a fence post felons deserve more rights. Perhaps Bernie should pay his entire debt to society - literally - before he resumes preaching and whining.

This felon claims not to have steady employment but has made numerous speaking engagements, television and radio spots, some requiring air and overnight travel. This felon resides in a $2 Million estate. 

Bernie pays a mere $250.00 per month toward this $188,141.00 fine owed to the United States of America. 

Since release, Bernard Kerik has reportedly worked or made contracts to work for:

NewsMax Media
Brennan Center of Justice
WABC radio 770am
New York Daily News
Huffington Post
Salon Magazine
FoxBusiness Cavuto
Al Jazeera
US Senate
Rand PAC Senator Rand Paul
Threshold Editions (book)
Simon & Schuster (book)
Penn State
Bennington College
The Kerik Group

This could add up to a chunk of change not even including travel, hotel, wardrobe, meal or per diem expenses!

A mere $250.00 would not make a dent in the $188,000 debt. Insult to injury was Rand PAC paying Bernie for speaking to Congress. 

So I ask, shouldn't a convicted felon have to pay his full debt to society before he has his hand out whining for more? 

By the way, not that it pays his fine but has anyone ever heard felon Bernard Kerik utter anything close to an, "I'm sorry. I did wrong. Please forgive me?"

I didn't think so. Don't hold your breath. 

Tuesday, July 29, 2014

Is Bernard Kerik's White Flag in the air? Parlatore Brooklyn Bridge and Base Jumpers

Is Bernard Kerik's White Flag in the air? Parlatore Brooklyn Bridge & Base Jumpers

If so, we may have a bridge in Brooklyn you can buy and plant a flag upon!
We've all heard of the mysterious white flag on top of the Brooklyn Bridge planted right under the noses of those alleged ardent post-9/11 terror-fighters, the New York Police Department. 

As documented here,, John Miller, NYPD Commissioner Bill Bratton's Deputy Commissioner of Intelligence speculates it must be the work of two groups working to "make a statement" who were somehow unnoticed by cops. Miller also commented there may have been some pre-planning and experience in climbing such structures.

Reportedly, the flag was bleached of it's colors. "These colors don't run" or do they? The white flag is a generally accepted symbol of surrender.  Let's consider the events in an around New York during this time. 

Eric Garner died during an arrest where NYPD officer, Daniel Pantaleo, placed Garner in a banned chokehold. The case has unhinged the NYPD with daily accusations of brutality and excessive force.

Also in the news came word that former NYPD Liar Felon Fraudster Bernard Kerik defamation case against Joe Tacopina backfired with a contempt charge for blabbing about info sealed by protective order in the USA v Bernard Kerik case. Fraudster Bernard Kerik posted a pic of himself from back in the day, climbing a bridge. 

On or about 07/22/14. The Newark Police Department was placed under Federal oversight for abuses. ( from AP and Huffington Post   "Dysfunctional Newark Police Department Needs Outside Monitor, Feds Say"  07/22/14 05:44 PM ET  ) Bernard Kerik has revealed publicly his son serves on Newark Police Department. 

Now, stay with me here....

Felon Fraudster Kerik who gives us all whiplash making big bank running between Hug A Thug Reformer and pretending to be NYPD Police Commissioner, got a spot on tabloid show, "Inside Edition". Kerik, with no knowledge of the case and still on federal probation for fraud, proclaimed "They will be caught". Hey, Kerik, I think the NYPD's got this one.

Former Top Cop Bernard Kerik: 'They Will Be Caught'
Posted July 25, 2014 | 2:02pm EDT

Check out this video posted about this time:

And Bernard Kerik goes further writing a scathing piece in his former co-defendant's rag and ad-hoc public relations pals, the New York Daily News, chastising the NYPD for requiring better security on the bridge! Ya think, Captain Obvious? (

And Kerik @BernardKerik even tweeted his admonitions to NYPD Police Commissioner Bratton and the world! 


Every Fraudster Felon needs a lawyer who defends Husksters. So, attorney Timothy Parlatore is the one. Yes, Parlatore may get a contempt charge in the USA v Bernard Kerik case too!

Coincidence, or perhaps none, Parlatore also rep'd those pesky World Trade Center base Jumpers who got off with a slap on the wrist. This decision may have emboldened knucklehead dope-smoking Occupy types to climb more shit they shouldn't be climbing. ( )

But let's think. A disgruntled former NYPD turned felon who is hating big-time on the government, his cop son also being under oversight of the Feds at work, whose media-crazed lawyer once defended pranksters who violated another famous NY landmark in an atmosphere where everyone is looking at NYPD through eyes of seeing Eric Garner die before our eyes. Now a desperate disgruntled felon makes money going on a tabloid show to assure us all "They will be caught"! 

I hope they will, Bern. Maybe it's all just a horrible coincidence or NYC is just a very small town after all. 

Who could go unnoticed by cops except cops? Naw. That couldn't happen, could it?

Monday, July 28, 2014

Bernard Kerik describes USA v Bernard Kerik Prosecutors giddy schoolgirls

In my previous post entitled "Bernard Kerik Exclusive Writing Preface for his new book", I posted a lengthy document Bernie Kerik wrote and I edited and archived, while in prison, intending it as "the Preface" for a reprinting edition of his memoir, "The Lost Son".

 Bernie wrote the prosecutors were "sickening" and returned to their office like "giddy school girls"...

Bernie Kerik USA v Bernard Kerik

Then, due to Bernie Kerik's greed and revenge, as well as his attorneys attempt to make a headline, this happened in USA v Bernard Kerik:

Credit: New York Daily News Bernie Kerik USA v Bernard Kerik

Credit: New York Post Bernie Kerik USA v Bernard Kerik

And now this is gonna happen before August 1, 2014. Looks like it might be an interesting few weeks for Bernie Kerik. Yup, he's a reformer, all right. Tell Threshold Editions Simon&Schuster to hold off on the printing of the book. We may have to change the title to "Bernard Kerik : From Jailer to Jailed to Felon and back to Jailed".. 

Credit: NYSD Federal Court Docket Bernie Kerik USA v Bernard Kerik

Bernard Kerik book SPOILER ALERT Dahlia Mary & May : Liberation Dream or Creepy Custodial Interference?

During his entire time incarcerated, among other duties, I archived and stored documents, research and writing by inmate Bernard Kerik. Bernie's memoir "The Lost Son" had received some criticism for alleged enhancement or contorting of facts. Bernie told me these were haters who were jealous of his success.

However, if I was to be completely honest, after reviewing several documents I've posted here compared to the reality of the situation, there may be some credence in their theory of contorting facts to create a story that suits Bernie rather than the truth. One such story I know will be in Bernie's upcoming book, "From Jailer to Jailed" to be published by Threshold Editions through imprint Simon & Schuster. This is the "story" of Dahlia Mary and May. One version is a sweet Syrian liberation story of a "young girl" from a desperate Mother where, of course, Bernard Kerik saves the day. The other version, which may be closer to the truth, reveals Bernie Kerik using his connections, outside the bounds of authority, pulling strings for an alleged jump off and subordinate in what may have been an international custodial interference case. I'll let you decide.

Bernie first told this story during a visit to Cumberland in early 2013. He made it sound as if he heroically rescued a little girl from "captors" in Syria and returned her reuniting with her desperate Mother in Jordan. At the time, I was awe-struck and so proud of my Pal doing great things in his life and never took credit! I thought everything that could be written and more had already been exposed and written about Bernard Kerik. However, Bernie is the gift that keeps on giving.

Well, then I get this personal email from Bernie in prison, still telling this sweet story, but which gives a bit more detail which does dampen the "verbal rendition" drama a bit. It is years after 2006 when all this occurred and everyone is fine and in this country with Bernie Kerik promising them a story in his next book.(Bernie also promised me editing credits in a book that was never published so we'll see what happens)

Bernie gushes in the email he loves Dahlia Mary like his own children, "Love Always and Forever". I immediately thought of the unborn girl Bernie deserted in Korea during his military service without looking for her until he was writing a book in 2001. I wondered how she would react to this email that Bernie would "rescue" this stranger's daughter and love her so deeply yet not go those lengths for his own daughter so many years ago. Dramatic rescue and good deed considered, I still couldn't help wonder why he would cherish a total stranger's child as much as his own. It seemed too much affection for the disclosed facts and circumstances...But wait there's more...

Bernard Kerik prison email From Jailer to Jailed Dahlia Mary and May

Bernard Kerik prison email From Jailer to Jailed Dahlia Mary and May

 So the next day, I get another email from Bernie about the story of Dahlia Mary and May. After some deep research, the story Bernie writes is quite different than the reality. The "little girl' was 20 at the time of  "rescue". She had been in Syria with her brother and father living with her father and grandparents for 16 years! Dahlia Mary's father was in a custody battle with her estranged Mother who, for some unknown reason, was separated from her children, living in Jordan working for...wait for it..wait for it...Bernie Kerik! It was also rumored at that time, Bernie and Mother May were "very intimate". Let's face it, Bernie does have a "record" in that department of bedding his subordinates and work partners....'Nuf said on that topic..So the story went from a "little girl" being rescued by Bernie Kerik from "captors" in Syria to what seemed like a favor for a subordinate and possible jump off trying to divorce, come to America aiming to win an alleged international custodial interference case! The real truth will probably never be told. I'm glad everyone is safe and no better place to live than America. However, can we just call a thang a thang, please!!!
Bernard Kerik prison email From Jailer to Jailed Dahlia Mary and May
So the real creepy part came when I visited Bernie a few days later in Cumberland MD Federal Prison Camp. He was very "excited" to see Dahlia Mary upon his release. Then he remarked, 'It's going to be hard to consider her a little girl anymore....she's all grown up. She reminds me of  Hala before she had the kids...She's gorgeous and works for Victoria's Secret...Wow, have you seen her picture?'...Actually that's not so creepy if you know the real Bernie but all the pieces of the story came together at that moment. I thought Bernie was joking however, her Linked-In profile did confirm she did work at Victoria's Secret!! Come to think of it, Bernie has been spending a great deal of time down in Washington DC lately...Naw...That couldn't happen, could it? Get all your minds out of that gutter!! Not Bernie Kerik!! Not a smidgen of a chance!! Ha! (Again, I just can't make this shit up!)

So I am curious what "version" Bernie will reveal in his upcoming  book, "From Jailer to Jailed" to be published by Threshold Editions through imprint Simon & Schuster. I'm sure Dahlia Mary and Mother May will be getting proper credit in the book. My work for Bernie over the three years of his incarceration, among other work product, writing and editing, is being used today without permission, credit or compensation. I hope they all make lots of money off my work, archiving prison emails capturing his thoughts and emotions, as depicted here, so Bernie can write a great book. You're welcome, you lying, libel-proof, manipulating fraudster felon! Remember, you heard it here first, folks. I'll be there to set the record straight.....Trust and believe.You're welcome, America!

Sunday, July 27, 2014

Bernard Kerik V New York Times and Arianna Huffington : Bernie Kerik Prison email EXCLUSIVE

On 05/01/13, from prison, Bernard Kerik wrote an email to me regarding a "disparaging" remark made about him in a New York Times Editorial about Rudy Giuliani.("With A Friend Like Rudy" published 04/30/13) As you can imagine, Bernie had a few choice comments from prison after getting wind of this negative publicity. You will see, in this email from prison, Bernie was "keeping tabs" on Arianna Huffington and the New York Times just as he was with Joe Tacopina, Judge Stephen C. Robinson, his former attorneys and others. See the exclusive prison email from Inmate Bernard Kerik to me on 05/01/14 below.
Bernard Kerik V New York Times and Arianna Huffington Prison email

Bernard Kerik V New York Times and Arianna Huffington Prison email

Bernie Kerik also had a few choice colorful conversational remarks about Arianna Huffington to me on the next visit. It was something about the "bitch" and 'not being woman enough to marry a real man' but that's hearsay on my part, isn't it? Bernie was a big fan of MSNBC "Morning Joe". (Bernie told me it was the only time he could watch television early in the morning as the rest of the day the group prison TV was monopolized by the "black boys" watching BET videos and basketball.) Arianna Huffington squared off with Rudy Giuliani on 04/06/14 on "Morning Joe". ( )

Mysteriously, or not so mysteriously, the video has apparently been wiped from MSNBC's video archives. However, The has the clip "Giuliani and Huffington spar on MSNBC’s ‘Morning Joe’ [video]" here  See Arianna Huffington's swipe at Bernie at about 00:44. Now that's the way to "Thrive", Arianna! Only more ironic is the fact that the Huffington Post is now a host of Bernard Kerik's "reformer" blog posts in their "crime" section which draw 10's of people in interest. Show Biz/Media is such an insidious creepy place! That would makes a perfect combination with lying, manipulating Felon Fraudster Bernard Kerik!

Bernard Kerik Reformer : Real Deal, Borrower or Plagiarism?

Bernard Kerik Reformer : Real Deal, Borrower or Plagiarism?

As documented in numerous posts here, I offer examples of my writing and work product created for Bernard Kerik during his three years incarceration. Over the past nine months, Bernie has been writing, making television, radio appearances and speeches utilizing word, thoughts and concepts identical to my work product for notoriety and profit without permission, credit or compensation.

Most to blame are those who contract Bernard Kerik for these appearances or product without vetting his material.

To prove my point, is an original work I composed for Bernie's release from prison on May 28, 2013. We took hours crafting this statement as it was composed to be his first and only words upon release. Bernie's Probation did not allow any press during his home confinement. During that time, Bernie decided not to use this statement. I was very disappointed. It proved to me he was not going to change. He explained he "ran it by" his old cop boy from the NYPD PR department as well as the selfie King, himself, Geraldo Rivera, who all advised Bernie he should NEVER refer to himself as a felon. They insisted he is a cop and should always act and talk like a police commissioner. This new image was contrary to our "be a felon and a cop with unique perspective" viewpoint. Bernie squirmed through that first major interview with Matt Lauer not mentioning the "f" (felon) word at all. It didn't go over too well. It looked awkward with that pink elephant sitting on Bernie's chest the entire interview. Time has proven Bernie has come around to our original concepts which is wildly popular inside the beltway and on TMZ.

I invite you to read my work and notice how many of my talking points, cited here, Bernie Kerik utilized over the last nine months, are almost identical to those used in his writing, speeches, appearances and probably his new book.

So, I must ask a question. Is Bernard Kerik, the self-proclaimed Prison Reformer, the "Real Deal, Borrower or Plagiarist"? I'll allow you to decide for yourself. Remember, Bernard Kerik's crimes involved fraud and lying.

When you see Bernie, ask him why he is denying credit and sharing compensation for three years of my life and work product developed by being totally devoted to Bernard Kerik's needs while incarcerated. Better yet, ask him why he, his agent, publishers, bookers, producers and even US Senators, do not have the decency to do the right thing!

Bernard Kerik Release Statement 05/28/14 www.

Thursday, July 24, 2014

Bernard Kerik : Inner Circle secrets you need to know about Bernie Kerik right now

Bernard Kerik : Inner Circle secrets you need to know about Bernie Kerik right now

While incarcerated, Bernie and I became so close he once proclaimed in an email I was one of the five people in the world he trusted enough to be in his "inner circle". Since our estrangement, I've  had to prove to Bernie my truth has no price. I'm apparently the only one in his life who never settled for the deal to shut up and go away. It's really frustrating him.

Bernie et al continue to harass and intimidate. The thought of amends and restitution never enter their minds. 

I present: Inner Circle secrets you need to know about Bernie Kerik right now:

When he's in trouble, he'll push his kids in front of the camera or obnoxiously start waving the flag or obnoxiously praising military

He really does use the word,  "retarded" as an adjective (picture Commissioner Bratton using that word in a serious press conference)

Bernie soaks up the energy of whomever in his sphere at the moment. He constantly telegraphs what he is feeling at the moment by projecting that feeling onto others; positive or negative. He even easily picks up their mannerisms and thoughts fully convinced he thought of it first and best! 

When Bernie is stressed, he'll chicken-neck, swallow hard and have the awkward obvious "deer-in-the-headlights" look. Not photogenic and comes off looking many still photos we've seen as late. 

Bernie has a friend for every purpose & he "uses" them, literally. ie; retired-FBI guy who is so whipped and in awe of Bernie he can't say no. Bernie put him in charge of keeping tabs on me while Bernie was incarcerated. This guy ran interference when Bernie and I had our issues. Bernie even deployed this ex-FBI guy on the day this guys Mother died! Just unbelievable!

When Bernie wants your attention, he is like a dog with a bone! I remember one day, I was so angry at Bernie, I refused his calls from prison all day. Bernie called six times in rapid succession all afternoon. Reportedly, Bernie hung up the phone so violently, the guard admonished him. I also cancelled my visit. Bernie simply doesn't tolerate being denied until I came along. I believe you teach people how to treat you...

Bernie is not a spontaneous speaker. Very Bad for live TV. He freezes and "goes up" on his talking point lines. It's because he's not genuine. He often doesn't understand issues or believe what he is saying. He'll copy off soneone else's paper instead. When your life existence includes going to the opening if an envelope for notoriety and money, this can happen!

He puts on a more "Jersey gangster" accent when he's trying to be tough guy.

Bernie is only afraid of his wife, Hala, Rudy Giuliani & the FEDS. Those are the only entities, right now, who can destroy Bernie's life. ( I know. Not much farther down to go...sad, really)

Bernie is extremely insecure and has a bad case of "straw tail & rabbit ears". Now, as a felon on probation, he can't handcuff them and drop them in an elevator when no one is looking. Believe me, he still pulls a lot over on the FEDs and Probation. Although as if yesterday, it's just a matter if time.

Bernie claims to have a B.S. in Social Theory, Social Structure and Change from (ESC) Empire State College of the State University of New York in 2002(post NYPD). He has never produced transcripts or spoke of how  he earned a degree post 9/11 in one year? Did he "matriculate" "attend" "graduate" or was it "grant"? This was a sore spot with many Chiefs at NYPD who earned a Bachelors Degree to qualify for Commissioner only to find drop out GED guy, Kerik, slides right into the position pre-9/11. 

Bernie's Priorities: Sex, money, attention: In that preferred order...Most times he combines all three which contributes to his demise every time.

Bernie only tolerates an entourage of "Yes" people around him and believes his own press. Btw, his press is as fantasy as his next door neighbor Actually being a "Real Housewife of New Jersey"; fantasy, fake, no bad news and no criticism. Violators are subject to quick banishment from Fantasy Island also known as Franklin Lakes NJ! 

Bernard Kerik has a perverted sense of loyalty and right-and-wrong. Loyalty to him is being expected to lie for him on a moments notice. If you're a principled person, things can get rough. As was the case with Yours Truly.

Bernie loves everything Italian and secret desire is to be Mafia Dapper Don. No coincidence his new lawyer, Parlatore, is protege of Cutler, lawyer to the Mafia  

Bernie, despite the humiliation and shame of incarceration, thinks he's too good for a regular job. He once poked fun at my economy car even as he stood there sporting  that little pesky anklet. I should have told him my car is paid in full and I didn't have to get on my knees, lie or cheat my spouse and country to pay for it! 

Bernie will hardly ever look you directly in the eye, but when he does you are going to either get loved like you never knew it or despised as you've never imagined of which he was capable.

You may think you know Bernie Kerik but we're just getting started!

Wednesday, July 23, 2014

Felon Bernard Kerik may have violated protective order!

Felon Bernard Kerik and his attorney, Timothy Parlatore may have just commited the legal equivalent of shooting themselves in the foot! In the "reheated dog food " madness to defame and sue Joe Tacopina, Bernard Kerik now faces the consequences of USA allegations he violated the protective order of sealed government court documents! 

Unemployed whining felon, Bernard Kerik, although seen sauntering around the halls of the US Senate, "volunteering" Altoids for felons or some crazy crap, is an 8-time convicted felon on probation with this being the second issue flirting with violation of a protective order! (Bernie was sent to Westchester jail during the original trial proceedings in 2009 for an email Judge Robinson deemed violated court's order)

Today, in the continuing case of USA v Bernard Kerik, Judge Preska ordered the following: 

This "07/23/2014 # 151 ORDER denying  144  LETTER MOTION to Withdraw Document  140  MOTION for Reconsideration re  138  Order on Motion to Unseal Case as to Bernard B. Kerik (1). Kerik's motion [dkt. no. 144] to vacate partially the Protective Order is DENIED. This Order does not resolve the Government's allegation that Kerik has violated the Protective Order. The parties shall confer and report to the Court by August 1, 2014 as to how they propose to proceed, if at all, with respect to this issue. (Signed by Judge Loretta A. Preska on 7/23/2014) (ft) (Entered: 07/23/2014)"

This does not look good for Bernard Kerik. It's a shame because he just got his foolish cameo on TMZ. That's a sure sign of success in our world, isn't it? What's next, "Dancing With the Stars", "Real Felons of Franklin Lakes", "Apprentice" or another extended stay courtesy of the Federal BOP Cumberland Prison Camp? I think you all know my preference! Bern, better load up on Al Manzo's shrimp scampi just in case. Tell Hala not to discard those directions to Cumberland BOP FPC! We always agreed it was a lovely ride that leads to you, though! Count me out, this time, Pal! It's a sure bet I won't be invited to this "Welcome Home" party once again. But, at least, we are all truth-tellers now. Well, I'll speak for myself. 

Bernard Kerik Exclusive Writing Preface for his new book?

As I have documented here, I assisted my ex-pal and Federal Inmate Bernard Kerik in many helpful ways during his incarceration to total of $93,000 in monetary commissary support, services and work product. We are now estranged, and as condition of his probation, may not have contact with me or my family at my residence, work or anywhere for that matter.He has made no formal efforts to make restitution or even amends to me. He has only subjected me and those I love, as well as perfect strangers, to harassment and humiliation as intimidation for me to simply hand over my work for his notoriety and future profit. That's not good with this women. Never has. Never will be. I devoted three years of my life giving him love, support and a new "conversation" for his alleged new beginning. What I received was manipulation, lies, a broken heart. I'm ok with letting all that go as it was never genuine and no longer feels good. However, my work product, etc is mine.

Since Bernard Kerik seems to think it's just fine to use my work product, concepts, talking points, writing, editing, etc without my permission, credit or compensation, I've decided to "give them away" here. I will be "dropping" my work I've done with Bernard Kerik during the totality of his three years incarceration. He and his publishers, agents and everyone else such as Threshold Editions, Simon and Schuster, Penn State Forum, Amazon, iTunes, etc are now officially on notice with this blog entry regarding my retention of rights to my work!

I have for you today, "The Preface". This work was to be the Preface for the republishing of Bernard Kerik's reprinting of his first memoir, "The Lost Son". Bernie emailed me he was granted the rights in his last year of incarceration. I have no further knowledge on the progress of this republishing. However, this work is significant to any watchers of the defamation case currently battled between Bernard Kerik v. Joe Tacopina as well as the unsealing of private files in USA v. Bernard Kerik. In "This Preface" Bernard Kerik details the events leading to his convictions. As always, we wonder if Bernie was lying then or lying now....

This work is an edit just as I last worked on it in April, 2013 before Bernie was released to home confinement. He apparently lied to Hala about the full nature of our relationship. Bernie asked me to mail Hala the documents to prove it was all about the work. You can fill in the blanks what happened next. Obviously the work was never completed. The "Dying With Your Eyes Open" has been previously shared on this blog so it has been omitted on this post. Well, ok....That's all that's left now, so here goes...